I’m a Runaway

June 18th, 20112:40 pm @ Bethany

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I’m a Runaway

I’ve tried writing book reviews, product reviews and music reviews on MVIS in the past, and it’s never been super successful. It’s probably because you come to this blog because I write what I think, I spill my guts and don’t apologize for it (most of the time) and because I make you think. Most people don’t come to me for my deep and inspiring thoughts on lip gloss or my favorite shoes. I’m okay with that.

photo by Kasey Keown

Nonetheless, a dear friend of mine, Christina Belknap, singer / songwriter of Eudora June, asked me to review her upcoming EP release, Siren Song.

I met Christina 3 years ago at my favorite Starbucks across from Georgia State. We were both undergrads in the English department. A friend of mine from Atlanta Ballet was a prof in the department and emailed asking if I’d meet with a student of hers who was a talented writer and was looking into the magazine industry.

That’s one thing I love about Atlanta – girls stick together. There is not a single woman I met, CEO to EA, who would turn down a cup of coffee, whether it was for writing, business or relationship advice.

Ever since that first latte, Christina has been a kindred spirit. She is a beast and a force to be reckoned with. She doesn’t apologize for what she wants, who she wants to be and she does not stop running.

Christina’s a runner like me. She runs hard and fast, every moment toward who she is becoming…a better writer, a stronger woman, a deeper artist, a bigger thinker, a more grounded person. It’s women like Christina that make me keep running when I want to stop.

But sometimes being a runner means you also run from the things that intimidate you, make you uncomfortable and scare you. Being a runner is a lifestyle, not just a technique for getting what you want.

I ran away from Atlanta because I thought I needed to prove to myself I could do something none of my friends or peers were doing.

photo by Kasey Keown

I ran away from ballet because no matter how hard I tried to be perfect, if my parents didn’t know the right people, it didn’t matter how many meals I skipped or pirouettes I turned.

I ran away from California because I thought the woman I was supposed to become was on the other greener grass.

I ran away from many good relationships because I couldn’t face who I was when I was with that person. I ran away because I had these ideas that good relationships are supposed to look like my parents relationship. Or, rather, not like theirs.

I’m trying to run away from a relationship right now that is good for me. That is actually pretty perfect.

But I can’t run away from the demons inside me. They weren’t in Atlanta or in that jerk I dated when I was 20. They were in me.

The song that’s been stuck on repeat on my iPod the last week has been Eudora June’s “Runaway.”

I love this song so much, in fact, that the next people who write a comment below, I will buy the song for you on iTunes. I love the song that much. This isn’t an endorsement from the artist, or a marketing giveaway gimmick. I just know that when a song speaks to you, you have to share it with your friends. If you’re a dreamer, if you’ve ever run toward something good, or away from it, tell me and I’ll buy you the song.

Lets keep together runners. <3

(If you’d like to see Christina next week, Eudora June celebrates EP release party: June 23; 9pm, Atlanta. Deets here.)

(And keep up with runners like you at EJ’s FB, Twitter and website.)

Siren Song, released June 23, 2011, by Eudora June (Christina Belknap, singer / songwriter)

P.S. all other songs on the upcoming EP are AMAZING. Download the rest of the tracks on iTunes when they come out :)





“”Siren Song” is not only the realization of a lifelong ambition and my artist debut, but it is a statement. It is a declaration that you can survive anything, get your soul all bashed up, black & blue, and from that wreckage create something beautiful…and real. What “Siren Song” is all about, and what I had to do to create it, was not covering anything up, but rather rip my experiences wide open so I could tell a story.

My hope is that people really feel the music, like, deep down in their guts. Because that’s where I go to create it. A lot of people might have told me this endeavor was way crazy, the time put in, the money spent and the expectations.But I am here a year later – and “Siren Song” is realized – that in itself is an act of bravery, and one that I hope inspires others to go a little crazy, too.”

Christina Belknap, singer / songwriter, Eudora June

photo by Kasey Keown